So it's been a while.
To tell you the truth, I just didn't feel like writing.
It felt like I was going through the same thing everyday--the same feelings--the same problems.
I even didn't like being in my own head, so I really didn't want to talk (or write).
Let's just say that being unemployed for 4 months kicked my ass majorly.
Now that I'm employed, it's easier to talk about it...kinda.
Mostly I just want to move on.